no one ever reads these things I post.

but I feel shit yet again. I’m planning to cut myself tonight. Do I use my depression as an excuse? No, but someone said I do. That hurt, deep, not like other things. I spend each day thinking about committing suicide. Nothing has changed other than the setting and appearance. I’m still the disappointment. Everyday I wish I didn’t exist. I try to live a digital life because real life has made me so low. So I think I shall go listen to some metal and cut.

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